day 5 - your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate

My horoscope - The fire within you may be burning brightly, Sagittarius, but unfortunately, there isn't a great deal of fuel available to keep it going. It may seem as if people are trying to rain on your parade, but they're just trying to do their duty. Relax and contemplate what's going on around you. This may not be the best day to implement change and promote new ideas.
Yes! It is accurate! We are leaving to go on vacation. I am trying to pack and get organized. I am exhausted!!! I just cannot seem to get motivated to do what I need to do. It is funny because yesterday I was so "on the ball". I got so much done. Today I just want to sleep. Every task feels exhausting! My brain isn't thinking thoughts all the way through before it shuts off. I don't think anyone is trying to rain on my parade, except may myself.

day 4 - a list of things you’re good and bad at

Things I am good at:
expressing myself
getting through difficult situations
being flexible and open minded
training/teaching
being a mommy
planning events (like vactions and parties)
drawing/painting
finding/researching obscure information
being creative
supporting friends and family
listening

Things I am bad at:
cleaning
keeping  my home organized
driving (so I have been told )
dealing with daily stress
math
finding a job
being in a crowded room
having blood taken
drawing a strieght line

day 3 - write about your family

As many do, I have a lot of family.  I have to draw a line somewhere.  So I am just going to write about the family I live with, that would include my husband and my son.

John is my other half.  We have been together for over 12 years and we have been married for 3.  When we met we were young and in college.  When our relationship started we were just two students who wanted to experience life together.   We have grown together.  I love John more ever moment I know him.  He is one of the most determined and loyal people I have ever know.  He is an amazing father, I always knew he would be.  Is eyes light up when he sees his son.

Lennon (Lenny) is a 2 year old.  If you have ever known a 2 year old, you know Lenny.  He is so full of raw joy that he can't contain it and it spreads to everyone around him.  I have never been angry with him.  Everything he does is wonderful and adorable in my eyes.  When he does something "bad" I have to hide my face to keep from smiling.  He laughs, he dances, he is a crazy little man.  He is everyone's reason to smile when they run out of reasons.

day 2 - where you would like to be in 10 years

This is a tough question, because I am pretty lost right now in some aspects of my life.  In ten years it will be 2021 and I will be 40.  I guess I would like to have more direction by that point.  I hope to have a better grasp of what I should be doing with my life that is the best for my family.  Right now my world is a little upside down as far as what I am doing.  I have a wonderful family that I love dearly, but I am unemployed.  I am torn mostly because being at home with my son everyday is by far one of the best experiences I have ever had.  On the other hand, we are not making a whole lot of money, John is working two jobs, and making ends meet is becoming increasingly difficult.    Money is not a focus in our life.  I like it that way.  But... we need to be able to take care of ourselves.  What needs to happen is I either need to start bringing in more money, John needs to be able to bring in more money or I need to learn to better manage the money that is coming in.  I am working on better managing the money that is coming in, but as far as the next ten years are concerned...  I do not know what will be the best option at this point.  If I am to get a job, should I continue doing what I have done in the past?  I am a good trainer, but is that what I should be doing?  It means I may have to be away from my family more then would be desirable.  Should I venture into another career?  If so what?  Should I stay at home and focus on Lennon, and just do very careful budgeting?  I don't know....  I guess the answer to "where would I like to be in the next 10 years" is that I would like to have these questions answered.

day 1 - introduce yourself

I started this blog in 2010... I think.  It would have been right at the beginning of 2010.  I introduced myself then.  I will have to read what I wrote then and compare it to what I am about to write...  see if I am still the same person.
I am Julie.  I am 30.  I am Lennon's mom.  I am John's other half.  I lost a child, her name was Marlee.  I am unemployed.  I have two brother's, Mykle and Kevin.  I have brown hair, brown eyes and I am extremely pale.  I love my paleness.  I also love my freckles after I have been out in the sun.  My parents live and breath for their children and I love them for that.  I am easily distracted.  I have an active imagination.  I adore animals, I sometimes place more respect on them then I do on other people.  I am a bit of a shut in if I allow myself to be.  I get insanely intence headaches that make all other pain in my live feel less significant.  I love to experience life in all of its perspectives and dimensions.  I love to plan trips.  I love to witness moments that take my breath away.  I am obsessed with ridiculous conspiracy theories, even when I know they are not true.  I often come across over confident when I am nervous.  I have a lot of Love in my life.
That is me in a nut shell.  Day 1 down, 29 to go :)

30 Day Blog Challenge

I want to get in the habit of writing more often.  I thought this might be a good way to get started.  We will see :)

30 Day Blog Challenge

1. introduce yourself
2. where you would like to be in 10 years
3. write about your family
4. a list of things you’re good and bad at
5. your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate
6. write 30 interesting facts about yourself
7. your favourite 10 people right now and why
8. write about something you believe in, anything at all
9. a list of things hanging on your walls
10. places you want to visit, and why
11. the best advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given
12. bullet point your whole day.
13. write about your earliest childhood memory
14. what gives you every day inspiration?
15. things that make you really sad
16. things that make you really angry
17. your highs and lows of this past year
18. write about what’s most often on your mind
19. a passage from a book that has touched you
20. 5 things you’re looking forward to
21. your favourite subject to study
22. how have you changed in the past 2 years?
23. something you would like to change about yourself
24. something you would change about the world
25. things you do on a rainy day
26. is it easy for you to trust others?
27. what are features you get complimented on a lot?
28. something that you miss
29. what you think your reason for being here is
30. what is the difference between living and existing